Outside the confront zone

College to me is a new start. It is where I am no longer in the confront zone that I have been in for the last 19 years of my life. I am happy that I am going to college because it means that I have accomplished the first chapter of my life, that now I am really going into adulthood.  I need to see that if I want to go out and have fun I have to get all of my work done or I choose not go out.  When I think about now in my life I think that I am where I should be at SCSU where the professor’s care about what they are teaching. I will learn a lot at SCSU I think it will take what I know now and explain it and show me that I know more then I think. The next four years at this college will get me ready for my future when I am out of college and looking for a job.  At least that is what I am hoping for. When I think about college I think about all the work that comes with being a first year student.  What if I fail all of my classes because I did not balance my time but then I think the what if college is just what I need to show myself that I can do anything that I set my mind to. My goal for this year is to just remember that I can make it. When I look at all of my syllabus’ I realize that we do not have a lot of time in class but we have time outside of class where I need to make sure I am doing what is asked of me to be ready for the next class. That is also the complete opposite of high school where you had all the time in class to do work and only sometimes had homework to do.  I am happy with a new start and being out of my comfort zone.